Tuesday, 30 June 2009

You Are A Song I Cannot Sing, And I Note I Cannot Hit.

Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
And strive to success
Apologise when you should
And let go of what you can’t change.
Love deeply and forgive quickly
Always stay top of the range.

Have no regrets
And take the good with the bad
Love what you’ve got
And smile when you’re sad
Always forgive and never forget
And always remember what you had.
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret
People change and things go wrong
But always remember
Life goes on.

Forever knowing that you’re the one
To protest me,
Detest me
Even forget me.
Life isn’t worth the pain
And there’s no guarantee I’ll get up again.
The way I see it
If you want to see a rainbow
You gotta put up with the rain.

I guess its typical for me
To cling to memories of you.
That I can’t get back again.
And I sort through old photos
Of a summer long ago.
A perfect memory of
A friend I used to know.

Have no regrets
And take the good with the bad
Love what you’ve got
And smile when you’re sad
Always forgive and never forget
And always remember what you had.
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret
People change and things go wrong
But always remember
Life goes on.

Forever knowing that you’re the one
To protest me,
Detest me
Even forget me.
Life isn’t worth the pain
And there’s no guarantee I’ll get up again.
The way I see it
If you want to see a rainbow
You gotta put up with the rain.

The struggles make you stronger
The changes make you wiser
Happiness has a way of taking
Its own sweet time.
But it’s worth the climb.

Nothing lasts forever,
So live it up, drink it down.
Take those long forgotten chances
And avoid a single frown.
But at one point
Your memories were haunted.
Yet, everything you did was
Exactly as you wanted.

Have no regrets
And take the good with the bad
Love what you’ve got
And smile when you’re sad
Always forgive and never forget
And always remember what you had.
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret
People change and things go wrong
But always remember
Life goes on.

Forever knowing that you’re the one
To protest me,
Detest me
Even forget me.
Life isn’t worth the pain
And there’s no guarantee I’ll get up again.
The way I see it
If you want to see a rainbow
You gotta put up with the rain.

Maybe the sour truth is
I hide to see who will look for me.
I cry to see who will wipe away my tears
And I get our heart broken to see
Who will care enough to fix it for another year.

What hurts the most is being so close
And having so much to say but watching you walk away
Never knowing what could have been and
Seeing that me loving you is what you should have seen.

Have no regrets
And take the good with the bad
Love what you’ve got
And smile when you’re sad
Always forgive and never forget
And always remember what you had.
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret
People change and things go wrong
But always remember
Life goes on.

Forever knowing that you’re the one
To protest me,
Detest me
Even forget me.
Life isn’t worth the pain
And there’s no guarantee I’ll get up again.
The way I see it
If you want to see a rainbow
You gotta put up with the rain.
Life goes on.

Sunday, 21 June 2009

Someone 'Special'

These haunted halls hold a shadow
Of things that have long since passed.
But things that i hold with me
To linger and to last.

Now I'm stuck with nightmares
And scars that will not heal.
It's hard to find a difference
Between what is right and what is real.

I dream of him holding me
But when the very next day
I discover your little secret
And it snatches my dreams away.

What you did nearly killed me
But i guess you cannot tell.
You just spend the whole night kissing him
While i burn here in hell.

This song is like a poem
Not like a song at all.
But what does that even matter when
We all just fight and fall.

If you ever hear me sing this
I just want you to know
I called you my bestest friend
But you stroke the killing blow.


I write this from experience
And I write it from the heart
Now your pain has ended
It's time for mine to start.

The tears that i cry
Are not cried for you
They fall you what you did
But you don't have a clue

You've changed so much
And I've changed too.
You've scarred me forever
If only you knew.

I know that we both like him
But thats not beneficial
I guess this song is a poem
And i dedicate it to someone 'special'

Here's A Knife For My Back

Why can’t I remember the good times?
Or were there only bad ones?
You seem normal when you first talk
But something wicked this way comes.

Like electric in the water
Quickly the pain spreads.
Infected forever
Up until you’re dead.

Don’t forget me when you change and grow up
I’ll still be here living my life.
Never growing up. Never.

And when you’re married and
Have a high-flying career
Spare a thought for me when
I’m still stuck down here.

People say change is a good thing
But now I’m not so sure.
Something isn’t right and I
Don’t know who you are anymore.

I think back to the things we said
And the hundred laughs we shared.
I think back to all the good times
Anywhere you cared.

Don’t forget me when you change and grow up
I’ll still be here living my life.
Never growing up. Never.

And when you’re married and
Have a high-flying career
Spare a thought for me when
I’m still stuck down here.

And when I’m lying on my deathbed
With my friends all here with me
Will you be there aswell?
Or will I be your history.

And as the song draws to a close
And my life is at its end
Are you going to leave me here
Or am I still your friend?

Burnt Big Top & Deserted Ring

Everyone can dream
But, dream as you might
Things will hardly ever turn out right
You just gotta stick to what you believe
And hope you have perceived
Right.

Hanging on with bloody fingers
Your dreams all shattered and dead.
It’s a hard thought to relate to inside your head.
But maybe it wasn’t meant to be
And now you can finally see
The truth.

Dreams are shattered every day
You just have to hope the truth will always stay
But if it doesn’t then you need find another way
To make it out of the maze.

Thank you, thank you, please hold the applause
But to be honest I really don’t deserve this at all
It was fun while it lasted but all good things must end
I was nothing more than a crazed trend

Broken and torn
Even though it is hard to believe
Sometimes it’s not what’s meant to be
And you just gotta hold on
Gotta keep singing your song
Believe me.

Keep on track
Another opportunity will come along
You just gotta seize it and hold on
Don’t let your fingers slip
Don’t loosen your grip
Cuz’ you’ll fall.

Dreams are shattered every day
You just have to hope the truth will always stay
But if it doesn’t then you need find another way
To make it out of the maze.

Thank you, thank you, please hold the applause
But to be honest I really don’t deserve this at all
It was fun while it lasted but all good things must end
I was nothing more than a crazed trend

Bend the mirror and take a look
All you can see is the dreams you shook
The people you ignored,
The people you hurt
The things you gave up just to fall back down again.

Raise your arms up high and scream
Why ever did you hatch this dream?
The torment it hurts
The teasing inserts
The things you gave up just to fall back down again.

Thank you, thank you, please hold the applause
But to be honest I really don’t deserve this at all
It was fun while it lasted but all good things must end
I was nothing more than an absurd trend

Saturday, 20 June 2009

Academic Procedures Of The Highest Measures Are Nothing To What A Dream Can Bring

Let’s go!
Oh oh.


Angelic faces
Far off places
Distant spaces
Dreams in hand but no one can find
The answer.


Political views
Worn out tools
Scuffed black shoes
Stare at the wall hoping it will find
The answer.


School life was shit
Just waiting for my moment to shine
All the torments and teasing
I barely think it was worth the time.
Each length of the corridor
Seems like a forty-foot mountain climb.
I’m giving it up.


Try to hold me down when I’m fighting back
Try to punch out my lights when I’m staying on track
I know what I want
I know what I need
I know what you deserve.
So go jump off a bridge tonight.


Crazed regimes
Gymnasium teams
Drowned out dreams
Keep to myself just hoping to find
The answer.


Cursed lips
Sinking ships
Washed out chips
Wolves in sheep’s clothing stop me finding
The answer.


School life was shit
Just waiting for my moment to shine
All the torments and teasing
I barely think it was worth the time.
Each length of the corridor
Seems like a forty-foot mountain climb.
I’m giving it up.


Try to hold me down when I’m fighting back
Try to punch out my lights when I’m staying on track
I know what I want
I know what I need
I know what you deserve.
So go jump off a bridge tonight.


R.I.P to all the free days
Just gotta do it their way
Brainwashed till we hit insanity
Sometimes I wonder ‘Was it meant for me’
The mile long queues to eat their crap
Can’t help but think it’s all a trap
A conspiracy to break me down
I just gotta get outta town
And live my life my way.
That, my friend, is the answer.


Try to hold me down when I’m fighting back
Try to punch out my lights when I’m staying on track
I know what I want
I know what I need
I know what you deserve.
So go jump off a bridge tonight.
Try to hold me down when I’m fighting back
Try to punch out my lights when I’m staying on track
I know what I want
I know what I need
I know what you deserve.
So go jump off a bridge tonight.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

All That Could Be Should Be, And Don't You Hold Me Back

Spotlight shines on me
The crowd shout out for me
Microphone in hand
Backed up by my band
I’m in heaven.

Guitar chords are strummed
The melody is hummed
The beat is written
The crowd are smitten
My perfect heaven.

Then I wake up and see
It never has been
It was only a dream
Only a dream.
No stage, no amps
No back up band
No screaming fans
No screaming fans.

My guitars in my hand
Heart races as I stand
At my microphone stand.
I start singing this song.
I’m in heaven.

My best friends to my left
Pounding those bass clefs
She knows shes my best
She matches my tests
We’re in heaven.

Don’t wanna wake up and see
That it never has been
It was only a dream
Only a dream.
Keep the stage, keep the amps
Keep the back up band
Keep the screaming fans
Our loyal fans.

My idols get the credit
For making me want to make it
Fall Out Boy are the ones
Who made me get it done
They’re my heaven

Living the dream is all I could ask for
Travelling the world and being adored.
I’m a simple girl with a simple life
And hell have I made sacrifices
But this is the dream.
I’m in heaven.

Never gunna wake up and see
That it never has been
It was only a dream
Only a dream.
Rule the stage, own the amps
Praise the back up band
Thank the screaming fans
My loyal fans.
Rule the stage, own the amps
Praise the rodies and the band
Thank the screaming fans
They made me who I am.

Saturday, 13 June 2009

Fly Low, Soar High, Just Don't Forget To Wave Goodbye

Baby girl, your eyes are wide
Showing all the pain inside
I wish that I could simply relieve you
& make your happiness renewed.


Rain falls heavily outside
As I contemplate suicide
Why should I put up with this world?
When it’s hurting that baby girl.


I just want you to know that some day
We’re going to break away
And leave this world behind
With all its pain inside
Locked away, we’re safe from it
No bad vibes can transmit.
So wipe them tears & dry them eyes
We’ve got a one way ticket to paradise
A railway pass to be free
And a no returns guarantee.


Another Saturday dawns
My dreams all become the pawns
But the queen smashes them aside
What’s the use in trying to hide?


The knight moves forward
& with a swing of his sword
The queen stumbles and falls down
& the clown becomes the crown.


I just want you to know that some day
We’re going to break away
And leave this world behind
With all its pain inside
Locked away, we’re safe from it
No bad vibes can transmit.
So wipe them tears & dry them eyes
We’ve got a one way ticket to paradise
A railway pass to be free
And a no returns guarantee.


I know how cruel the world
Is to that dear baby girl
With the eyes opened so wide
You’ll grow your wings and fly


You’ll soar above the stars
And away from all the scars
The cuts you made today
Will simply fade away.


When heartstrings are played
Like guitar strings are made
The memories will just fade
But by your side I’ve always stayed.
Oh oh.
When heartstrings are played
Like guitar strings are made
The memories will just fade
But by your side I’ll always stay.
I’ll always stay.

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

. (Full Stop) (I'm going for the shortest song name :L)

Bitch
You
Broke
Me
Down
I'm on my own again.

Take
A
Look
Around
I'm gonna lose again.

Don't
You
Crawl
To
Me
It's time for you to have a taste
A taste
A taste
Of your own medicine.

Yow!

Did you ever truly know?
Will you ever let me go?
No!
Because you're blind to see
I'm trying to set you free
Well, who's laughing now?
Who's laughing now?!

Scream!
Die!
You always seem to make me cry!
Shout!
Lie!
Was I ever anything to you?
Anything to you?

Ha ha. No.

Do
You
Even
Care?
For me at all?

Why
Should
You
Step
Forth?
And catch me when I fall?

Don't
You
Crawl
To
Me
Its time for you to have a taste.
A taste
A taste.
Of your own medicine.

Yow!

Did you ever really know?
Will you ever let me go?
No!
Because you're too blind to see
I'm trying to set you free
Well, who's laughing now?
Who's laughing now?

Scream!
Die!
You always seem to make me cry!
Shout!
Lie!
Was I ever anything to you?
Anything to you?

Ha ha. No.

Full stop.
Heart stops.
Remember what you put me through?
Full stop.
Tears drop.
And its all down to you.
Its all down to you!

Yeah!

Scream!
Die!
You always seem to make me cry!
Shout!
Lie!
Was I anything to you?
Anything to you.

Full stop.
Hearts stops.
Remember what you put me through?
Full stop.
Tears drop.
And its all down to you.
All down to...

Full stop.
Heart stops.
Rememeber what you put me through?
And its all down to you.
Its all down to you.
All down to you.

Bitch
You
Broke
Me
Down.
Down down.
You broke me down.

Monday, 1 June 2009

Sing Me A Song My Darling, Or Surely I Shall Wilt

You are my glimmer of hope
In this sea of endless starry skies
You hold me next to you
And sing a song, a heartfelt lullabye


You sing of how you’ve never
Felt this way before
Of how I am so perfect
And of how you’re glad I’m yours.


And when your song has finished
You kiss my lips and say
‘I love you so much my darling
And that notion I know will always stay


As long as you never leave me
I will be here for you
To hold your hand when you are scared
To you I will always remain true’


The course of true love never did run smooth
But when two hearts connect that don’t matter
I’d love you even if everyone told me not to
I’d love you if everything else shattered.


Fate works in tricky ways
Sometimes he misses out those in need
But sometimes he throws his dice just right
And two trapped hearts are freed.


The hearts then find each other
And you can guess what happens then
They create a bond that no man can break
They ignore the fury of greater men


Two hearts once bound together
Are impossible to break
I trust you always my sweetheart
And I will love you always, no mistake


‘As long as you never leave me
I will be here for you
To hold your hand when you are scared
To you I will always remain true’


The course of true love never did run smooth
But when two hearts connect that don’t matter
I’d love you even if everyone told me not to
I’d love you if everything else shattered.


I see everything now
In an entirely different light
I smile whenever I think of you
I smile in my dreams at night


Although I never want to fall asleep
Even though my tiredness screams
Because you’ve made reality
So much better than my dreams.


If you live to be one hundred
Then I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
So I never have to live without you
I hope it never has to be that way.


‘As long as you never leave me
I will be here for you
To hold your hand when you are scared
To you I will always remain true’


The course of true love never did run smooth
But when two hearts connect that don’t matter
I’d love you even if everyone told me not to
I’d love you if everything else shattered.
Oh oh oh.
The course of true love never did run smooth
But when two hearts connect that don’t matter
I’d love you even if everyone told me not to
I’d love you if everything else shattered.

Okay So The Wardrobe Fell On Top Of Me, At Least You Were There To Lift It Off

I walk along the forest road
I don’t know my left from my right
My head feels like its going to explode
I’ve no idea if I’m going to be alright.


The world revolves in black
And the stars all laugh up high
I know I’ve got to pick up the slack
But I don’t know how or why.


That’s were you come along
My guidance in the night
You let me know when my judgements wrong
And which way is left and which is right.


Guide me now,
Don’t let me fall.
Steer me straight
Help me forget it all.
Be my voice of reason
My hail from the heavens
My rabbits foot,
My dark black cat
My four-leafed clover,
My magic top hat


When I freeze completely frozen
When my heart stops its beat
When my path has not been chosen
When I grow two left feet


Its you that’s there beside me
You who I can talk to at any time
Its you who listens kindly
You, my partner in crime


You make me listen to your every word
Which are always full of wisdom and strength
You convey to me the truth you’ve heard
And lead me straight at any length.


Guide me now,
Don’t let me fall.
Steer me straight
Help me forget it all.
Be my voice of reason
My hail from the heavens
My rabbits foot,
My dark black cat
My magic top hat


This song can’t really describe to you
How much I value your friendship
But believe me now, each word is true
And for the future I know you’ll equip.


I wish I could repay you
All the kindness you have shared
But I can count on you when times are blue
I can count on you when I am scared.


Thank you my voice of reason
My source of warmth when my heart is cold
Thank you my voice from heaven
The angel with the heart of gold.

Darling, The Sun Bleeched The Petals Black So Lets Just Leave It At That.

A thinkful thought
A thoughtful think
That lets me know
I’m on the brink
Of losing you.
For good
Don’t think I should
Don’t think I should


Babe, if you’d only listen
We’d both be alright
We’d both be alright


This thing is so difficult
But it doesn’t have to be
No it doesn’t have to be
We can make it out alive
Both you and me
Yes you and me


Whisper in my ear
Your words of self damnation
Your self preservation
This lonely sacrifice
Will be your one salvation
This foul temptation
Foul temptation


Don’t do it son
Don’t take the plunge
Don’t throw away
The bloodstained sponge
Full of guilt
And pain.
Come in with the rain
Come in with the rain


Babe, if you’d only listen
We’d both be alright
We’d both be alright


This thing is so difficult
But it doesn’t have to be
No it doesn’t have to be
We can make it out alive
Both you and me
Yes you and me


Whisper in my ear
Your words of self damnation
Your self preservation
This lonely sacrifice
Will be your one salvation
This foul temptation
Foul temptation


I close your eyes
And kiss your nose
You sleep now darling
My wilted rose
Bowing low
Oh how I know
Oh how I know


Babe, if you’d only listen
We’d both be alright
We’d both be alright


This thing is so difficult
But it doesn’t have to be
No it doesn’t have to be
We can make it out alive
Both you and me
Yes you and me


Whisper in my ear
Your words of self damnation
Your self preservation
This lonely sacrifice
Will be your one salvation
This rotten temptation
Choking temptation
Wicked temptation.
Sleep now darling.


(Switch to acoustic)
I will sacrifice my world
For you to live.
For your happiness.
For your smile.
Oh that smile.