Here's A Knife For My Back

Why can’t I remember the good times?
Or were there only bad ones?
You seem normal when you first talk
But something wicked this way comes.

Like electric in the water
Quickly the pain spreads.
Infected forever
Up until you’re dead.

Don’t forget me when you change and grow up
I’ll still be here living my life.
Never growing up. Never.

And when you’re married and
Have a high-flying career
Spare a thought for me when
I’m still stuck down here.

People say change is a good thing
But now I’m not so sure.
Something isn’t right and I
Don’t know who you are anymore.

I think back to the things we said
And the hundred laughs we shared.
I think back to all the good times
Anywhere you cared.

Don’t forget me when you change and grow up
I’ll still be here living my life.
Never growing up. Never.

And when you’re married and
Have a high-flying career
Spare a thought for me when
I’m still stuck down here.

And when I’m lying on my deathbed
With my friends all here with me
Will you be there aswell?
Or will I be your history.

And as the song draws to a close
And my life is at its end
Are you going to leave me here
Or am I still your friend?