Chance Meetings

Here’s a story of a girl,
Who’s a mixed up muddle in a mixed up world,
And she has her eye,
On the sweetest guy,
But he doesn’t even know she exists.

Now she, bats her eyes,
And she, flicks her hair,
But he never even notices her being there,
Then she, bites her lip,
And she, says hello,
But its not like you’ll ever know,
The way she feels for you.

Next is a story of a guy,
Whose mind’s made up and here is why…
This girl likes him,
The feelings begin,
But they still need a meeting to start.

Now he’s, big and tough,
And a, heavy jock.
When she walks in his eyesight’s locked,
Then he, waves his hand,
And he, shouts her name,
His mates start to call him lame,
So he gives up on his dream.

The high school dance is coming soon,
Big ballgowns and big ballroom.
They meet on the floor,
And each is sure.
That this is their fairytale.

Here’s a story of a pair,
Love is floating in the air.
They took a chance,
At the high school dance.
And now they’re living the dream.

Heres a message to all of you,
Seize your dream, it will come true.
Take this guy and girl to blame,
Things will never be the same.
They’re king and queen of dreams.

Dream (One Of My Softer Songs, Written For My Little Brother When He Was A Baby)

I was lost, in this world of darkness,
But you found me and turned on the light.
Large brown eyes that shine like suns,
Please don't let me outta sight.

You give me an excuse to dream,
Just don't let me dream my life away.
As long as i spend it next to you,
Things will always stay this way.

Candy floss castles and flying gold keys,
Chocolate logs and wishing trees.
I made a wish, hope it comes true,
Do you understand that i love you?

You give me an excuse to dream,
Just don't let me dream my life away.
As long as i spend it next to you,
Things will always stay this way.

Gingerbread houses and candy cane poles,
A big golden bell that rings at each toll.
Silver-bronze unicorn and syrupy lake,
You will always be the cherry on my cake.

You give me an excuse to dream,
You put a smile on my face, every hour of everyday.
As long as i spend it next to you,
I hope everything will stay this way.

Sugar land is very nice,
So is a cloud boat on a clear blue sea.
But that is all make believe,
Unless you spend it here with me.

(Instrumental)

You give me an excuse to dream,
(Oh, an excuse to dre-ee-eam)
You put a smile on my face, every hour of everyday.
(Yeah! Every day)
As long as i spend it next to you,
(Next to, next to you-hoo)
I hope everything will stay this way.
(I hope everything will stay this way)
Hope everything will stay this way.
(Oh, everything will stay this way!)
I know everything will stay... stay this way.

My dreamer
(My dreamer.... my dreamer.... my dreamer (until fade))

Dust (WARNING: May Contain Some Disturbing Content) (NOTE: Song Written About My Feelings On The Earth Today)

Have you ever seen a blind man cry,
Or a pretty thing that’s just caught your eye?
Have you ever smelt freshly baked bread,
Or seen the sunset turn to red?
The news comes on, and what do you see?
Another killer on a murder spree.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?

Harmony and Peace are gone,
Along with all the sweeter songs.

Have you ever heard a bird’s morning call,
Or a child kicking their new football?
Have you ever felt the sea air on your face,
Or gulped cold water after running a race?
Or maybe you’ve tasted the scent of fear?
Probably, the air’s ripe with it here.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?

Harmony and Peace are gone,
Along with all the sweeter songs.

Bang bang, another gun,
Huff puff, he’s on the run.
Police get there, but much too late,
Another life is claimed by fate.
Stab stab, found its mark,
Another death in the park.

They say humans are animals,
Well guess what? We are.
But if you look closer,
Animals act better by far.
They mooch about, just having fun,
But then a hunter with a gun,
Come slashing in, and heres a hint,
Another species is now extinct.

A child cries, its eyes are wide,
The panic rising up inside.
A chair, a table, a shout, a fist,
I’m hoping you now get the gist.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?

Blood Stained Letters (WARNING: May Contain Some Disturbing Content) (NOTE: This Song Was Written When A Close Friend Of Mine Helped Break My Heart)

If you feel so messed up, so useless, so worthless, you’re not the only one.
I’m left short of breath with this heavy feeling in my chest and the worst is yet to come.
Every night I talk to the stars and pretend they are you,
They act like you aswell, far away and just don’t have a clue.

I need you
I want you
And if I can’t have you
I don’t know what I will do.
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels

So paint my portrait, the story of my life,
But the words will just fade away stuck in black and white.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, both old and new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you.

There is this girl in the mirror and she looks a lot like me
And all she seems to do is think about you constantly
But she's too shy to ever let it show
Are you sure you do not know.

She needs you
She wants you
And if she can’t have you she doesn’t know what she’ll will do.
After every kiss, and every lie,
Nobody loves me, nobody cares,
I just sit alone in my room and cry.

So paint my portrait, the story of my life,
But the words will just fade away stuck in black and white.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, both old and new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you.

Come to me in my nightmares
My one and only love
Soar right beside me in the dark clouds above
No one can find us up here all alone
So come to me and I'll take you to places you've never flown.

So paint my portrait, the story of my life,
But the words will just fade away stuck in black and white.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, both old and new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you.

So paint my portrait, the story of my life, (I cry for the time that you were almost mine)
But the words will just fade away stuck in black and white. (I cry for the memories I have left behind)
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal (I cry for the pain, both old and new)
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels

I cry for the times I almost had you.

The Grave Is Nearly Filled, And Absolutely No One's Dead. (Glass Half Empty) (WARNING: Contains Some Disturbing Content)

Trying to be glass half full, instead of glass half empty.
But these negative thoughts, are just existing to tempt me.
The fruits of the darkness, only blossom in plenty.
And its all i can do, to hold on to my sanity.

But you're not there,
And i know and i know and i know and i know
that you never were.
Just hold on hold on hold on,
You're so wrong so wrong so wrong,
I will make it through.
who needs you?!
Oh. Who needs you.

These empty walls keep on just closing in.
Trying to make me reflect on my sin.
It just seems to me that i can never ever win.
They watch my mistakes with a chesire cat grin.

But you're not there,
And i know and i know and i know and i know
that you never were.
Just hold on hold on hold on,
You're so wrong so wrong so wrong,
I will make it through.
Who needs you?!
Who needs you?

Hearts, stars and bouquets of flowers all seem fine at first,
But they're nothing against the blood that couldn't quench a vampires thirst.
It oozes from my wrists and my heart can't keep up,
A stain on the carpet that runs away with my luck,
A deathly white face and dark eyes as I fall.
All you had to do was say yes and end this all.

Now I'm not here,
And i know and i know and i know and i know
that you never were.
I can't hold on hold on hold on,
I was so wrong so wrong so wrong,
I didn't make it through.
Who needs you?!
Who needs you?

A coffin in the ground is all I'll ever be,
Is it really that hard for you to see,
This was all for you, none of it for me.
The glass will from now on be forever empty.