This Hole In My Chest Doesn't Seem To Be Closing, Maybe I Should Give Up And Die? (Written for a friend.. obviously)

Ever stumbled off the path,
And got lost in the darkness?
Ever found yourself so lost
That you can’t find your way?

Ever loved someone so bad,
That you’d give up anything to help them?
Ever needed someone so much,
You’d walk a million miles to hear their say?

I once had that someone
I could turn to when times were bad
But then it all got bloody
And now I just think I’m mad
I helped her through all her problems
And I thought she’d help with mine
But I guess I was hoping too high
I guess I was wasting my time.

I sometimes wish that
I’d tried just that little harder
To hold on tighter to her
But I guess it wasn’t to be.

I cared way too much,
And apparently helped too little
She decided she’d had enough
But where does that leave me?

I once had that someone
I could turn to when times were bad
But then it all got bloody
And now I just think I’m mad
I helped her through all her problems
And I thought she’d help with mine
But I guess I was hoping too high
I guess I was wasting my time.

If she is hearing this song
I want her to know that I miss her
I want her to know that I need her
To make it through today

I need her to want me to be around
To help her when she’s down
I need her to see how much she means to me
Or I’ll just die and wilt away

I need to have that someone
I can turn to when times are bad
I don’t want it all to get bloody
And I know you think I’m mad
Someone I can help through their problems
And who will then help me with mine
But I guess I’m hoping too high
I guess I’m just wasting my time.