Her Mirrors Smashed And The Carpets Stained So Why Doesn't She Clear It Up?

Cut me to ribbons and
Take a proper look around
You know I’m just another step
From having another break down

Take out the knife and
Bring it down once more
Can you not even see
What life has got in store?

The blood mixes with tears
And the heart stops its beat
The rain falls down in torrents
And splatters on the street.
The blood mixes with the rain
And the clouds look down and sigh
The body laid on the pavement
Had no real excuse to cry

Why did she go and end it?
Why didn’t she wait another day?
Why wouldn’t she listen to,
Everything people had to say?

Its late at night and
The clock strikes death
The chimes fill the streets
And she takes her last breath.

The world melts away and
She crumples on the stone
The rain mixes in her hair
And another life is gone.

The blood mixes with tears
And the heart stops its beat
The rain falls down in torrents
And splatters on the street.
The blood mixes with the rain
And the clouds look down and sigh
The body laid on the pavement
Had no real excuse to cry.

Why did she go and end it?
Why didn’t she wait another day?
Why wouldn’t she listen to,
Everything people had to say?

She only had one thing on her mind
And the one thing was him
The vision of perfect atmosphere
The vision of such intense sin

He smiled at her and welcomed her
But when it came to the kill
He dropped her and he broke her
And now she’s lost the will.

As her blood mixes with her tears
And her heart stops its beat
The rain falls down in torrents
And splatters on the street.
Her blood mixes with the rain
And her looks down and laughs
The body laid on the pavement
Was so modest and simply daft

He’s why she went and ended it?
He’s why this was her last day?
He’s why she wouldn’t listen to
Everything people had to say.

This Hole In My Chest Doesn't Seem To Be Closing, Maybe I Should Give Up And Die? (Written for a friend.. obviously)

Ever stumbled off the path,
And got lost in the darkness?
Ever found yourself so lost
That you can’t find your way?

Ever loved someone so bad,
That you’d give up anything to help them?
Ever needed someone so much,
You’d walk a million miles to hear their say?

I once had that someone
I could turn to when times were bad
But then it all got bloody
And now I just think I’m mad
I helped her through all her problems
And I thought she’d help with mine
But I guess I was hoping too high
I guess I was wasting my time.

I sometimes wish that
I’d tried just that little harder
To hold on tighter to her
But I guess it wasn’t to be.

I cared way too much,
And apparently helped too little
She decided she’d had enough
But where does that leave me?

I once had that someone
I could turn to when times were bad
But then it all got bloody
And now I just think I’m mad
I helped her through all her problems
And I thought she’d help with mine
But I guess I was hoping too high
I guess I was wasting my time.

If she is hearing this song
I want her to know that I miss her
I want her to know that I need her
To make it through today

I need her to want me to be around
To help her when she’s down
I need her to see how much she means to me
Or I’ll just die and wilt away

I need to have that someone
I can turn to when times are bad
I don’t want it all to get bloody
And I know you think I’m mad
Someone I can help through their problems
And who will then help me with mine
But I guess I’m hoping too high
I guess I’m just wasting my time.

In My Experience, Its Better To Run Than To Hide (Ballad of a Broken Soldier)

Darkness fills the street
The lamps blow out again
You never know what you may see
In the dark without a friend

A lonely boy he stands
Beneath the sparkling stars
Thinking of a way
He can cover up his scars

He looks down at the pavement
Surrounded by a thousand red shards
The gaping hole in his chest
Reveals his missing broken heart

Hes been defeated and cheated,
Oh, ever so wrongly treated.
He was perversed and cursed
She left him for the worse
She left him for the worse

A broken heart in a starlit daze
A forgotten soldier in a heartless craze
Take my hand, little soldier
Stand beside me in the fight
Take my hand, little soldier
And it’ll all be all right.
It’ll all be all right

He really needs someone
An angel in the night
To guide him through the darkness
And take him to the light.

He needs to start believing
The world will turn around
But to him it’s always turning
Not sure wheres up and down

The stars become the floor
And the pavement is the sky
If he were to run along this street
He’d basically be flying

Hes been defeated and cheated,
Oh, ever so wrongly treated.
He was perversed and cursed
She left him for the worse
She left him for the worse

A broken heart in a starlit daze
A forgotten soldier in a heartless craze
Take my hand, little soldier
Stand beside me in the fight
Take my hand, little soldier
And it’ll all be all right.
It’ll all be all right.

He knows he can trust me,
I swear to him that is true.
It’s me that he can come to
If he can’t make it through

No one hurts this broken soldier
For as long as I will live
No one else will break him
While he’s got something left to give.

A broken heart in a starlit daze
A forgotten soldier in a heartless craze
Take my hand, little soldier
I’ll guide you to the light
I’ll polish off your armour
And you shall be a knight,
Oh yes you shall be knight.

Never Leave (For My Boyfriend)

Trying to find the right words
To describe what I feel for you
You're so perfect in every way
Its too good to be true.

Though it is and you are
My bright and shining star
Stay with me at night
Be my source of inspiring light.
& never leave me.
No, never leave me

Talking to you on the phone
Makes my heart beat a little too fast
I'm gunna do everything I can
To make this last.

Cos you're the best by far
My bright and shining star
Stay with me at night
Be my source of inspiring light.
& never leave me.
No, never leave me

Never in any love life,
Did i expect to feel like this
Its amazing
You saved me
From myself & everyone else.

Don't leave me
Please don't ever go.

Your smile lights up the darkness
That beats inside my head.
Your voice, it breaks the silence,
That fills my heart with dread.

Cos you're the best by far
My bright and shining star
Stay with me tonight
Be my source of inspiring light.
& never leave me.
No, never leave me

You'd Better Stop This Beat Before The Floor Falls In And We All Get Buried Beneath The Rubble

There's this girl I've recently gotten to know
Her heads floating a million miles from home
She walks on the ground but her heads in the clouds
Can't feel anyone for miles around.

Shes kinda pretty in a surreal way
But don't go near cos she'll make you dismay
Shes nice but shes nasty, a right piece of work
She'll give you a smile, or she'll give you a smirk

But i know one thing thats one hundred percent for sure
She'd better work it out before she hits the floor.

She'd better sort out her fickle heart
Cos one day she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
She'd better sort out her fickle heart
Cos one day she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
Not this time.

All the guys follow her in the street,
Desperate to get between her sheets.
She leads them on, gets them fawning,
Then breaks there heart without a warning.

She watches as they crumble down at her feet,
She laughs as she watches their broken hearts bleed.
Then, she looks down at them and says many words unspoken,
Then walks away, leaving yet another victim broken.


I know one thing thats one hundred percent for certain
She'd better sort it out before she sees the black curtain.

She'd better sort out her fickle heart
Cos one day she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
She'd better sort out her fickle heart
Cos one day she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
Not this time.

Theres about a hundred guys she wants to date
But they're not strong enough to take the weight.
She'll get sick of them in a short time anyway,
Letting her heart once again go astray.

She'll move along her well trodden path of destruction
Needing a guy who loves her just to function.
She thrives upon the suffering that she inflicts,
Just waiting for another guy to become transfixed.

Shes a spider just weaving a web
Ha, a total web of lies
I just wish soon she'll get caught up
Like these guys she treats like flies.
Shes a slut and a whore
Always in persuit of more
And I'm pretty sure
She'll come crashing down on of these days.
Oh I really wish she'd come crashing down one of these days.

Before she sorts out her fickle heart
Cos one of these days she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
She'll never sort out her fickle heart
And one day she'll fall fast and she'll fall hard
She'll shatter and break completely apart
And she won't be able to fix herself this time.
No no.
Not this time.

Not. This. Time.

Lavada (For My Best Friend. Lavada Means My Dear Friend)

My phone vibrates,
Another text from you,
Saying how your life is sh*t,
And you can’t make it through.

I sigh and get comfy,
Damn, here we go again
I try so hard to convince you,
Not to split a vein.

You shake your head,
And stamp your feet,
Can’t wait for death,
Can’t wait to cheat.

So basically,
Lavada,
Each day it gets harder,
Just to talk to you
To make a break through
And make life seem all right again.
To bring the sunshine
And light up your skies
And spread through your window
And dry the tears in your eyes.

Please slap on a smile and wipe away that frown,
Cos babe your turning my life upside down,
You should count your blessings,
I know I count you twice,
And you should be grateful
You’re escaping fates dice.

I manage to put it off
For at least another day
But I know that it’s never the end
And you’ve got plenty more to say

Next day, sure enough,
Another text from you,
‘I’m gunna end it tonight,
Theres nothing you can do’

So I beg and I plead,
I try to make you see,
That your life is worth living,
You just have to agree.

And basically,
Lavada,
Each day it gets harder,
Just to talk to you
To make a break through
And make life seem all right again.
To bring the sunshine
And light up your skies
And spread through your window
And dry the tears in your eyes.

Please slap on a smile and wipe away that frown,
Cos babe your turning my life upside down,
You should count your blessings,
I know I count you twice,
And you should be grateful
You’re escaping fates dice.

I love you to pieces,
And babe I always will,
But you break my heart a little,
With every new cut or pill.

You need to stop seeing,
The world in that dark light,
Everyone’s life would be easier,
If you refused to fight.

The world is your home,
And this life is your very own.
So back off, calm down,
Watch yourself grow.

See, when you do,
Lavada,
Every day will get harder,
But you need to persue,
To make a break through
And make life seem all right again.
To bring the sunshine
And light up your skies
And spread through your window
And dry the tears in your eyes.

So slap on a smile and wipe away that frown,
Cos babe your turning your life upside down,
Go on and count your blessings,
I know I count you twice,
And you should stop screaming enough
To take my advice

Analysis

Before I met you I was happy
And everything was right.
But then I met you and
It’s like someone turned out the light.

Now I lay here in my bedroom
Casting shadows on the floor.
I sit here contemplating why
I didn’t go looking for any more.

I search for hidden meaning
As to why the tears still fall.
I want to find the hidden word
That is an answer to it all.

But all I’ve gotten so far is an analysis of you…

And how you’re depressively obsessive and
You made me fall for you.
You’re excessively possessive
In whatever you do.
But not one thing could
Make me bring
Myself to regret
The decision to forget
You.
Little old wonderful you.

I know you have a girlfriend,
And hell I hate that b*tch.
Wouldn’t it be good if,
Our lives would just switch.

So congratulations on your happiness,
While I melt away in pain.
Have fun in your land of sunshine,
While I stand here in the rain.

If only you knew how you make me feel,
If only you knew how it hurt.
I write a song for my misery,
That has been caused by that tarty flirt.

But all I’ve gotten so far is an analysis of you…

And how you’re depressively obsessive and
You made me fall for you.
You’re excessively possessive
In whatever you do.
But not one thing could
Make me bring
Myself to regret
The decision to forget
You.
Little old wonderful you.

I thought I could wait forever,
And I guess that I still could.
But I need to start believing
That it would do no good.

You’re flying in the clouds,
And you’ll never change your mind,
Cos while she’s in the picture,
To me you just seem blind.

So I’m going to start moving on,
As I should have done at the start.
But the one thing I will never erase,
Is your name inside my heart.

And the definition is an analysis of you…

And how you’re depressively obsessive and
You made me fall for you.
You’re excessively possessive
In whatever you do.
And almost anything could
Make me bring
Myself to regret
The decision to forget
You.
Little old wonderful,
Breathtakingly beautiful,
Outstandingly corruptful,
Little old wonderful you.

Broken Heart List (Written For My Ex - Contains 1 Unsuitable Word - Inspired By Taylor Swift & Her Song 'White Horse')

Trying to write a song when all I see in my head
Is your face
Your face

The only music I hear ringing in my ears
Is your voice
Your voice.

Its hard to get creative juices flowing when your
In love
In love

With a guy who loves another
And now they are together
Now until forever
Oh whoa

What is it about me?
That makes you look away?
What is it about me?
That makes you duck your head in shame?
What is it about me?
That makes you turn to me and say….

It ain’t gonna happen,
Baby, it never was.
I was only humouring you,
And that was only because,
You were a little lost bunny,
With your heart ruling your head.
I felt sorry for you,
Didn’t mean it when I said,
Something can happen between us,
Right here and right now,
Let me hold your hands tight,
Baby I’ll never let you down.

Trying to face my reflection when all that I see
Is my tears
My tears.

And when I sleep all that I can dream of
Is my fears
My fears.

Why did I ever let myself fall
In love
In love

With a guy who lies as fluently
As he speaks English
If only I had one wish
Oh whoa.

What is it about me?
That makes you look away?
What is it about me?
That makes you duck your head in shame?
What is it about me?
That makes you turn to me and say…

It ain’t gonna happen,
Baby, it never was.
I was only humouring you,
And that was only because,
You were a little lost bunny,
With your heart ruling your head.
I felt sorry for you,
Didn’t mean it when I said,
Something can happen between us,
Right here and right now,
Let me hold your hands tight,
Baby I’ll never let you down.

It hard to live in your head when you’re scared of what you see
It was you I’ve been waiting for, you who could set me free.
Look into my eyes and tell me that you don’t want me,
Say it like you mean it, no stutter, stammer or maybe.

I thought you were my Prince Charming,
My lucky break, my Romeo.
What I need is a guardian angel
Telling me the way to go.

Well I hope that you are happy,
With the guilt trip you are embarking on.
Well I hope you know what you’ve done.
And I hope you manage to right your wrong.

What is it about you?
That made me stop and stare?
What is it about you?
That made me want to care?
What is it about you?
That made me want to declare…

This is gonna happen,
Baby, its not often paths cross,
Just look into my eyes,
And see we’re meant to be because,
I’m a little lost bunny,
My heart ruling my head.
Everyone feels sorry for me,
Did you mean it when you said,
Something can happen between us,
Right here, and right now.
Let me hold your hands tight,
Baby I’ll never let you down.

Oh oh whoa oh
Oh oh whoa oh.

I believed you when you said,
'We can make this last forever,
I love you little bunny,
And baby don’t you ever,
Leave me, oh. don’t you go astray.
Cause I know we’re meant to be,
We will never part our ways. '

I guess fate was drunk,
Or destiny was pissed.
Cause when I met you
I automatically signed my name,
On the broken heart list.

Fallen Angel

His tears fall like raindrops
Down to the city streets
But will anybody notice
Before history repeats

People say everything is different
But it all feels just the same
1000 feet beneath him
She’s the one to blame

He is a fallen angel
A fallen saviour from the sky
But he was truly grounded
Not destined to ever fly

He searched around for guidance
But all he got was hate
She never once truly loved him
And now she’s sealed his fate

Her friends all called him weird
And forever he was shunned
But then she went and left him
And the pain truly begun

He is a fallen angel
A fallen saviour from the sky
But he was truly grounded
Not destined to ever fly

He steps off from that ledge
Falling faster than the rain
Although his wings are gone
He has finally left his pain

And then two arms reach out to him
As he falls toward the ground
And lift him to the heavens
And when he looks around

He’s been saved by a guardian angel
Another saviour from above
The moment that their eyes meet
They’re both sure that this is love.

He is a fallen angel
A fallen saviour from the sky
But he was truly grounded
Not destined to ever fly

The guardian angel carries him
Up to an empty cloud
And sets him down beside her
With everything endowed

Now the fallen angel
Is happy once more
Forgetting the pain amd suffering
That he has had to endure

He was a fallen angel
A fallen saviour from the sky
No he has found his angel
And together they fly

Teenage Years (Heartaches and Loser Mates) (The Words In Brackets Below Are Subsitute Depending On Radio Edit Or Album Version)

Your thirteenth birthdays here at last,
But you’ll soon wish it was the past.
Cause it all goes downhill from here.

Music styles changing and your mouthing off to dad,
Your school report is crummy and you can’t help acting bad.
But they still don’t understand.

Being a teenager sucks like hell,
Has anyone in history actually done it well.
We have heartaches,
And (sh*t) loser mates,
And stupid exams to decide our fates.
And all the adults seem to have forgotten the word ‘fair’.

The old man on the bus thinks your dirt on his shoe,
Does anyone actually see the real you?
You’d think they’d look deep enough to tell.

You boyfriend just cheated on you so you kiss a girl,
And find out there are far more worse things in the world,
But your family and friends think its sick.

Being a teenager sucks like hell,
Has anyone in history actually done it well.
We have heartaches,
And (sh*t) loser mates,
And stupid exams to decide our fates.
And all the adults seem to have forgotten the word ‘fair’.

Your little brothers got it good,
You’re sleeping far later than you should.
Your face is covered in spots and gunk,
Your bedroom is full of childish junk.
Parents say you should get a job,
Your hanging round with the local yobs.

Being a teenager sucks like hell,
Has anyone in history actually done it well.
We have heartaches,
And (sh*t) loser mates,
And stupid exams to decide our fates.
And all the adults seem to have forgotten the word ‘fair’.

Teenage years turned out much worse than they should,
But guess what, next step is adulthood,
Babe, you think you’ve got it bad,
But give it a few years and you’ll be glad,
Of all those heartaches and (sh*t) loser mates.

Rainbow (A Random Song About A Random Love That Doesn't Last)

Blue is the colour of bluebirds,
And the colour of the cold and the sky.
And the reflection that I see when I look in the lake,
The colour of the kingfishers dive.

Red is the colour of fury,
And danger and the pit of hell’s fire.
And the colour of the love that I’ve long felt for you,
The object of my hearts true desire.

You’re a rainbow smile,
That shines through the day,
Letting me know I’m secure.
You light up my heart,
And forever you’ll stay,
But you’re there, wonderful and pure.

Green is the colour of jealousy,
And the grass as we walked through the park.
It’s the colour of the trees in the depth of the wood,
And the emeralds that shine in the dark.

Gold is the colour of happiness,
And the burning shine of the sun.
Silver is the colour of the stars up above,
That lets you know night has begun.

You’re a rainbow smile,
That shines through the day,
Letting me know I’m secure.
You light up my heart,
And forever you’ll stay,
But you’re there, wonderful and pure.

Pink is the colour of safety,
And the icing on my birthday cake.
It’s the colour of my dreams as you lie by my side,
Please be there when I wake.

Purple is similar to pink,
But it signifies the life and the home.
Together we can fill up these walls,
With pleasure in our solidified dome.

You were a rainbow smile,
That shined through the day,
Letting me know I was secure.
You lit up my heart,
Yet you didn’t stay,
And know pain is what I have to endure.

Black is the colour of darkness,
And the emptiness filling my soul.
It’s the colour of death and the ending of things,
Black is the colour of coal.

Black is the colour that is all I see now,
Now you’ve left and I’m all alone.
I watched you for years as I drowned in my fears,
But now all I had is gone.

Its Not My Blood On The Walls, Honey, Its Just The New Paint... (Bottled Up, Dead & Screaming) (WARNING: Contains Some Disturbing Content)

Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh.

A kiss on the lips &
A dagger through the heart,
Babe.
Never gonna be the same,
& you're the only one to blame.

A hand to the mouth &
A stab in the back,
Babe.
Always playing the same game,
Its your only claim to fame.

Cos I know just what you've been through, and,
Where you're going,
And what you're seeing,
And what you're doing.
Hey!

I know you're with her, and
Yet you hate her,
And want her,
And need her,
Cos you're not really here.
You absent,
Fantastic,
You're plastic.
Oh oh whoa oh.
You want to please her,
But you never spare one thought for me,
No.

Blood's running down the wall,
You make me feel so small,
I don't know what to do.
If i didn't
If i couldn't
If i never had you.
Hey!

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Bottled up, dead and
SCREAMING!

A hand to the doorknob and
A key to the lock,
Babe.
So you are leaving me,
It'll be worse for you, you see,
We are simply meant to be.

The car leaves the drive, and
The rain starts to pour,
Babe.
I will see you again,
Never say this is the end.

Oh no.

Cos I know what I've been through,
And where I'm going,
And what I'm seeing,
And what I'm doing.
Hey!

I know I was with you and,
Yet I hate you,
And want you,
And need you,
Cos you're not really here,
Your absent,
Fantastic,
You're plastic,
Oh oh whoa oh.
You want to please her,
But you couldn't spare on thought for me,
No sympathy,
No no. Whoa oh.

Bloods running down the wall,
You make me feel so small,
I don't know what I'd do,
If i didn't,
If i couldn't,
If i never had you,
Hey!
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Bottled up, dead and
SCREAMING!

Bloods running down the wall,
You make me feel so small,
I don't know what I'd do,
If i didn't,
If i couldn't,
If i never had you.
Hey!
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Bottled up, dead and
SCREAMING!

Get out of my head, and
Get out of my life,
Babe.
Theres no excuse for what you did,
And what your doing,
And what you hid.
Oh oh whoa oh,
oh oh whoa oh,
Oh oh whoa oh,
Hey!
Bottle up, dead and SCREAMING.

Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Bottle up, dead and....
(Whoaaaaaa)
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh,
HEY!

Shadows In The Corner

The sun and all the stars,
The moon and my guitar,
Play a harmonic tune,
That reminds me of you,
& all the things that you do,
& this empty hole inside me is filling up,
I'm welling up & choking on my feelings for you.

I could hear you laugh every second,
Feel your hand held in mine,
& our hearts beat in time,
I guess I'm just the dreaming kind.

I'm a hopeless romantic,
Just programmed to fail,
I open my heart,
Only never to prevail.
To dwell in my dreams
& the want in my heart,
Dreaming of the finish line
When I'm stuck at the b****y start.

The wind and the rain,
The snow and my pain,
Play a melancholy tune,
That helps me forget you,
& all the things that weren't true,
& this gaping hole before me is opening up,
& swallowing up, my empty hole that's filled with feelings for you.

I could hear your laugh every second,
Feel your hand held in mine,
& our hearts beat in time,
I guess I'm just the stupid kind.

I'm a hopeless romantic,
Just programmed to fail,
I open my heart,
Only never to prevail,
To dwell in my dreams,
& the want in my heart,
Dreaming of the finish line,
When I'm stuck at the b****y start.

Its always been your name
Thats tattooed on my heart,
Waiting for the letters to fade.
As the shadows close in & the nightmares begin,
Its through the tears of my love that I wade,
The shadows in the corner watch me as i disappear,
An unrequited love waiting for your returning love to appear.
But the iron door to your heart remains locked.
While i wait for the bottle of shrinking elixir to be here,
But the passageway remains blocked.

I have heard your laugh every second,
Felt your hand held in mine,
Your cold heart beats in time,
I guess I'm the forgetting kind.

You're just a shadow in the corner.

Emerald City (A Song About Hope)

You follow the road, & where does it lead you?
To misery & distrust.
No flying ships, or indians,
Lost boys or pixie dust.

No yellow bricks, that lead you straight.
The world is filled with war and hate,
Why can't we all live in a world that is pretty,
We should all go & live in the Emerald City.

You follow the light, up the winding stair,
Left alone to sob and rot,
No princes, thorns or blind young men,
Pretending to be something they're not.

Whoa oh oh.

No yellow bricks that lead you straight,
The world is filled with war and hate,
Why can't we all live in a world that is pretty,
We should all go and live in the Emerald City.

Poor Cinderella, locked in that cellar,
Or Snow White all cold and dead.
Sleeping Beauty, dreaming softly,
Evil stepmother, fames gone to her head.

No yellow bricks that lead you straight,
The world is filled with war and hate,
Why can't we all live in a world that is pretty,
We should all go and live in the Emerald City.

If only we could live,
If only we were pretty,
We should all go and live.
In.
The.
Emerald.
City.

Never Again (Written From The View Of A Broken Relationship)

I was wondering, you know, like people do.
But it brought up the question of me and of you,
Just send me a sign, anything will do,
To let me know that you love me too.

Never again
Will i look in your eyes,
See the smile on your face
Or the way that you cry,
Oh Whoa Oh.
Oh Whoa Oh.

I was walking, down old park lane.
Thinking of how you won the game.
You tricked and your treated, you shot up to fame.
As it turns out, we're not the same.

Never again
Will I look in your eyes,
See the smile on your face,
Or the way that you cry,
Oh Whoa Oh.
Oh Whoa Oh.

I don't need you anymore,
You walked away,
You slammed the door.
I've been living my new life alone,
I've forgotten about you,
You're completely gone.

Never again,
Will I look in your eyes,
See the smile on your face,
Or the way that you cry,
Oh Whoa Oh.
Oh Whoa Oh Oh.

Never never never never never,
Never never again.

Criticising Life Itself (One Of The First Songs I Ever Wrote, Written About How I Felt When I Was Still At School)

The sun comes up,
Yet another day,
Sometimes I feel,
Like just slipping away.

Would anyone care,
If I wasn't there?
Would anyone notice,
My empty chair?

A single shadow,
Dust covers the shelf,
The reflection of me,
Criticising life itself.

The bus stops full,
Mud on my shoe,
My mobiles dead,
Don't have a clue.

I get to school,
The bell has rung,
In the empty halls,
Lingers the song I sung.

A single shadow,
Dust covers the shelf.
The reflection of me,
Criticising life itself.

Get through classes,
The lunch queue looms,
My empty stomach fills,
Full of pending doom.

The end of the day,
Layed on my bed,
Thinking of ways,
To lift this dread.

A single shadow,
Dust covers the shelf.
The reflection of me,
Criticising life itself.

I feel like nothing could ever go right,
No way to shoot towards the light,
The endless darkness comes in too close.
Musty smell of old burnt toast.

A single shadow,
Dust covers the shelf,
The reflection of me,
Criticising life itself,
Dust covers the shelf,
The reflection of me,
Criticising life,
Criticising life,
Criticising life itself.

Contradictory (Written With My Best Friend & Fellow Band Member)

I’m restless and I’m waiting
I’m anticipating
You should be here with me

I love you, but I’m crying,
Inside my heart is dying
You should be here by my side.

And I hope you rot in hell
For what you’ve done to me
You knew it was wrong
But you did it anyway
And that’s just contradictory
To me.

You shouldn’t be with her
And yet I know you are
That’s the biggest mistake you’ll ever make

And you know it, you feel it
But still you go and deny it
Did I ever mean anything to you at all?

And I hope you rot in hell
For what you’ve done to me
You knew it was wrong
But you did it anyway
And that’s just contradictory
To me.

I really thought you were the one for me.
You opened my heart and I gave you the key.
But now you’ve gone and turned your back,
Put me in the darkness and all I see is black.

And I hope you rot in hell,
With Satan’s breath upon your face,
For what you’ve done to me,
You deserve to be in that place.

Oh baby, I need you, why did you have to go?
Don’t just leave me here now, grieving and alone.
You suck, you know, and now it shows.
I’ve seen how treacherous you are.

And I hope you rot in hell
For what you’ve done to me
You knew it was wrong
But you did it anyway
And that’s just contradictory
To me.

And I hope you rot in hell
For what you’ve done to me
You knew it was wrong
But you did it anyway
And that’s just contradictory
To me.

Chance Meetings

Here’s a story of a girl,
Who’s a mixed up muddle in a mixed up world,
And she has her eye,
On the sweetest guy,
But he doesn’t even know she exists.

Now she, bats her eyes,
And she, flicks her hair,
But he never even notices her being there,
Then she, bites her lip,
And she, says hello,
But its not like you’ll ever know,
The way she feels for you.

Next is a story of a guy,
Whose mind’s made up and here is why…
This girl likes him,
The feelings begin,
But they still need a meeting to start.

Now he’s, big and tough,
And a, heavy jock.
When she walks in his eyesight’s locked,
Then he, waves his hand,
And he, shouts her name,
His mates start to call him lame,
So he gives up on his dream.

The high school dance is coming soon,
Big ballgowns and big ballroom.
They meet on the floor,
And each is sure.
That this is their fairytale.

Here’s a story of a pair,
Love is floating in the air.
They took a chance,
At the high school dance.
And now they’re living the dream.

Heres a message to all of you,
Seize your dream, it will come true.
Take this guy and girl to blame,
Things will never be the same.
They’re king and queen of dreams.

Dream (One Of My Softer Songs, Written For My Little Brother When He Was A Baby)

I was lost, in this world of darkness,
But you found me and turned on the light.
Large brown eyes that shine like suns,
Please don't let me outta sight.

You give me an excuse to dream,
Just don't let me dream my life away.
As long as i spend it next to you,
Things will always stay this way.

Candy floss castles and flying gold keys,
Chocolate logs and wishing trees.
I made a wish, hope it comes true,
Do you understand that i love you?

You give me an excuse to dream,
Just don't let me dream my life away.
As long as i spend it next to you,
Things will always stay this way.

Gingerbread houses and candy cane poles,
A big golden bell that rings at each toll.
Silver-bronze unicorn and syrupy lake,
You will always be the cherry on my cake.

You give me an excuse to dream,
You put a smile on my face, every hour of everyday.
As long as i spend it next to you,
I hope everything will stay this way.

Sugar land is very nice,
So is a cloud boat on a clear blue sea.
But that is all make believe,
Unless you spend it here with me.

(Instrumental)

You give me an excuse to dream,
(Oh, an excuse to dre-ee-eam)
You put a smile on my face, every hour of everyday.
(Yeah! Every day)
As long as i spend it next to you,
(Next to, next to you-hoo)
I hope everything will stay this way.
(I hope everything will stay this way)
Hope everything will stay this way.
(Oh, everything will stay this way!)
I know everything will stay... stay this way.

My dreamer
(My dreamer.... my dreamer.... my dreamer (until fade))

Dust (WARNING: May Contain Some Disturbing Content) (NOTE: Song Written About My Feelings On The Earth Today)

Have you ever seen a blind man cry,
Or a pretty thing that’s just caught your eye?
Have you ever smelt freshly baked bread,
Or seen the sunset turn to red?
The news comes on, and what do you see?
Another killer on a murder spree.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?

Harmony and Peace are gone,
Along with all the sweeter songs.

Have you ever heard a bird’s morning call,
Or a child kicking their new football?
Have you ever felt the sea air on your face,
Or gulped cold water after running a race?
Or maybe you’ve tasted the scent of fear?
Probably, the air’s ripe with it here.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?

Harmony and Peace are gone,
Along with all the sweeter songs.

Bang bang, another gun,
Huff puff, he’s on the run.
Police get there, but much too late,
Another life is claimed by fate.
Stab stab, found its mark,
Another death in the park.

They say humans are animals,
Well guess what? We are.
But if you look closer,
Animals act better by far.
They mooch about, just having fun,
But then a hunter with a gun,
Come slashing in, and heres a hint,
Another species is now extinct.

A child cries, its eyes are wide,
The panic rising up inside.
A chair, a table, a shout, a fist,
I’m hoping you now get the gist.

What the hell is wrong with us?
Why do we urge to stain the dust?